yeah cuz I wanted to be a better Muslim and I dove deeper and deeper and that made me question my sect, then my religion, then all religions.

But why then US fought Germany if US also likes fascism?

For me, it was Quran who made me question the majority and gave me a questioning mind and now I am an atheist.

Well I grew up in right and far right environment.

yeah I am not American and we talk in terms of ethnicities, color, and castes. We don’t even have a word for race in our language.

interesting! I thought it is only conservative Christians who hate non white people.

well it is just you. Radicalized can entail many things. When I was in early to mid teens, I have read and listened to extremists and that made me a hardcore extremist in my religion.

Is it in english?

Well I grew up reading Quran. It was later I read Bibles. Apocryphal ones are more radical in conclusion.

Is last one really the title of book?

Welcome to America

Where I live, they already had frozen hirings.

Justin Bieber and BTS

and hatred against dark skinned people. Idk about West but where I live, dark skin is mocked a lot.

9/11 was an insider’s job or it was not done by Muslims is the most popular hot take where I live.

Well, it is rare opinion (I never met anyone in my country except myself who have had this opinion, now am kinda skeptical though) where I live and I am not in those two countries.

Well, who are you to be concerned when even gods and goddesses forsake me?

you don’t need to.

For me, it was the laws and unavailability of things I need to have in order to do this act, that stopped me from doing this till now.

I am from a developing country and my father got laid off on June or July. Luckily, he had some savings so he paid expensive fees of my university and we are living fine. Well, I tried to teach somewhere but they did not like my demo. And after that, I too have not gone anywhere. My dad is now selling insurance (idk his training is completed and he still goes but he says I got no money). My parents are POS but I am glad that I got basic necessities, sunscreen, and internet, and my uni fees got paid.